My Salvation Testimony

           I grew up in the church since a child always new God but didnt really have a strong relationship at all. when I was in africa for three months I told myslef I was gonna live sleep and breath music (at that time i was singing for the world) Well when i got back home the economy dropped when we were in africa ... My job let me Go and then I lost my voice for  about 6 months I couldnt sing or even write songs ...everything i wrote was garbage ! I started to become depressed becuase I felt like what am i gonna do with my life if i dont have my voice this is what ive strived for my whole life. it was near easter and I started reading the bible a bit i started in john and got really interested in it , i knew to read the bible becuase i was feeling so lost and hopeless and still nothing happened.

            I remeber one night I decided to write a song no matter how long it took...i was determined to push myself... everything i wrote was trash and my voice sounded even worse... my voice was comletely gone (remind you my voice was gone for 4 months) I grabbed a pad of paper and a pen i sat down at my keyboard and still nothing. I saw the bible next to my bed and decided to put it up on my keyboard that maybe God would help me, Then I would try again and still nothing.

            Almost in tears, I open up the bible and start to sing the first words in john ..in the beggining was the word and the word was with God and the word was God... when I opened my mouth to sing it...my voice sounded so beautiful my throat wasnt soare or hurting anymore...my singing turned into worship like i never felt or known before and then my worship turned into me sort of like preaching ...like speaking life...(remind you i never had spoke this way b4 or even worshipped like that before
my eyes were closed the entire time this was happeneing when i opened my eyes i was standing infront of the mirror and i spoke and said im going to sing for the lord...I started smiling ....and laughing and repeating it ..im going to sing christian music...I was at total peace and joy ....I felt the hand of God touch me and I was instantly changed...When i woke up the next morning i felt God right next to me...i had love overflowing in me ...i was soo overly joyed and changed i no longer cursed but i was instantly changed ...i didnt wanna watch anything vulgar on tv and the only thing i wanted to do was pray to him and read the word and watch the word networks on tv.

           For me and my testimony I didnt want to change ...God chose me, touched me, and changed me... and that was it ...it was in an instant.....i know some people say it takes time and for some maybe...but for me after that it wasn't  like I was trying to be good i was just good..  God  transformed me...and ever since then i have lived a Godly life... I have dedicated my life to him and will forever worship and serve him...for me its not a guess if hes real...I witnessed what he did in me that day and I know that He is real!.

New Testimony- Miscarriage

          On Thursday April 24th devastation struck at the hospital when my husband and I lost our pregnancy due to a miscarriage.  This was our first pregnancy and as most of you know we were very excited. It was horrible news! About 10 minutes later the Doctor tells us that they see something in the ultrasound that wasn't suppose to be there and that it possibly could have been a fallopian tube pregnancy. In even more shock, after waiting 4 hours, they tell us that I would have to be emitted to the hospital and that I will have to get surgery to check and remove anything that wasn't right . They told me without surgery I could possibly bleed to death if there guess was right about it being a fallopian tube pregnancy.

          After a double dose of horrific news , and 20 hours in the hospital full of tears, prayer, and more tears I went into surgery and before I knew it the worst was over. The doctors told me they couldn't find anything wrong with me and that it was a normal miscarriage. I was so blessed to hear the news!  So far it has been almost a week out of surgery and I'm feeling stronger everyday almost like new again! :)Yes the process was very hard to go through from loosing our baby to surgery but through the entire process my husband and I continued to put our complete trust in God! Overall this experience has taught me a lot of things ...it has made stronger and wiser..it has brought my prayer life and faith in God to another level ...it has made me a better person and it truly put my priorities in perspective. Praise God for the ups and Downs!

This is a new season full of Gods favor and a Fresh Anointing! A time for greatness and preparation! A time  to clean out the old and bring in the New and better you! The time to go spiritually harder in my gifts for the kingdom and for my overall life. This is the season where I welcome change because with change a door of endless opportunities is opened.

IM PREGNANT

It's true... my husband and I are having our first child and expanding our family!!! I must admit I am so excited. I can’t wait to decorate the nursery, throw a baby shower, and just hold my beautiful baby. Right now I am only 5 weeks and I haven’t yet had my first prenatal appointment but my due date is suppose to be on Dec. 2, 2012. I know there are so many people who support and love our ministry and just us as people and we are so excited to share this experience with all of you! My senses are already starting to be heightened like smells. I can’t stand certain smells. Ha-ha. I've been super exhausted and really thirsty!  I've been eating healthy and exercising daily ! I am so blessed to know that our unborn child has been in so many people’s prayers and that God has his hand on he or she. We honestly don’t care what we have either boy or girl. This is such a wonderful time in our lives... my hubby and I are always saying wow...I cant believe were going to be parents ... its so crazzzzzzzzy in an amazing way!!!!! I just feel sooo excited!!!!!  so this is my first post about the new and best addition to our lives!!! 

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To update everyone... We lost our baby due to a miscarriage after 8 weeks. please read post titled New Testimony to get the full story. Thank you all for your love , prayers and condolences.  

<3 IMAJJ